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Mar. 26th, 2006 @ 11:14 pm "Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?"
Current Mood: content
Current Music: Anna Nalik- In my head
Man I've been busy, soccer try-outs were ok, I wasn't as sore as I was last year, and I made varisty, so did Julie and Heather and Caitlin which I really didn't understand, we've had 3 scrimmages, the first one against galesburg-augusta we won 19-0 and then about middleville we tied 0-0 and we lost to Calvin Christian 0-2 so I dunno, we have our first real games tomorrow, I don't really know what to expect.

Derek's doing a UFC thing on like the saturday that I get into charlotte and he's not coming back until that monday so I won't get to see him for the first couple days that I'm there :( Jessi is finally excited about going so that's good

Laura was being really dumb for a while, like the other day she was showing me how she wrote a journal entry in her planner that took up like 4 pages and I wanted to read it but she crossed something out before she gave it to me, I could read it anyways though it said "I'm so sick of Anne" I didn't say anything about it, and the rest of the hour she was acting like she was my best friend and it pissed me off

Thompson is going to prom with me, I'm so excited, I went and picked up my dress today :) it needs to be altered though

I finally had a heath education advisary committee meeting, and we have another one in April

Friday Jessi and I are leaving for NC I'm so frickin excited, we're prolly gonna go to Savanna for a couple days to celebrate my b-day

The other day I was wearin' my glasses and I turned around and said somethin'to Cam and he looked at me fora second and said "you look good in glasses" it made my month haha

finally talked to clayton for the first time in forever, it was kinda weird but not at the same time, I told him the only thing that bothered me about the whole thing was that he stopped being my friend, he didn't really have anything to say to that, I asked him about Seth he told me about Seth and Anna finally had sex and then she slept with Rolando, I guess she did it at least twice too, so they broke up but now they're back together

On Friday night jessi and I went up to grand rapids for adam brant's going away shindig, it was a lot of fun, it was at aaron(chuck norris') house and Jessi and I got there before they were even there and we baked Adam a bake itwas amazing, we used food coloring in white frosting and made a rainbow out of the frosting and then we had put on sprinkles so that it said "we <3 u!" it was the most amazing cake ever, right as we were leaving Jimmy and Thompson showed up, Jimmy and his grilfriend broke up, I saw him when mom and I were at the mall today(jimmy) it was weird to randomly see him like that

Jason and Karli are really close to being over if it's not already

Vicki, Ron's sister, killed herself, with pills
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Mar. 11th, 2006 @ 11:36 pm "Let's admit we made a mistake, but can we still be friends?"
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: The Monkees- The porpoise song
ugh, my legs hurt, from running yesterday I guess, soccer starts on Monday and all

today was a good day, I got up in the morning and Laura and her parents and I went to Lansing to look at prom dresses, I got one and Laura didn't so I kinad felt bad, but she's really picky, I dunno, she likes really weird dresses, dresses that don't really flatter her body type, I realized the other day how freakishly skinny she is, i hope she's not like anorexic, I got a dress that I had seen online and really liked, then I came home and slept and when I woke up mom and I went and ate dinner at applebee's, and then when we got lily and I watched Saw 2, which was disappointing.

Mom being weird, I dunno, shes got such low self esteem and I don't know, its weird, ron brought over a box of her stuff today though he was being an asshole to me, as soon as mom saw him she ran a hopped in the shower so that I had to deal with him, thanks mom, but oh well

I'm going to be so busy from now until like August, ugh, hopefully it'll be good for me though, not too overwhelming. I hope soccer goes as good as I'm hoping it will, it was fun last year, well some of my teamates pissed me off, but that will alwyas happen when you put a bunch of girls together

So last night was Amanda Thompson and Kelsey's b-day thing at ground sphere, Kelsey showed up drunk, what a retard, she thought she was cool for it too, she was basically throwing herself at Sean, but he still likes me and then they made a big scene with him running off, I don't know, I was giving him attention just so he'd give it back I guess, not like I usually do thought, I don't know why it is that I have to do that, if a guy likes someone else I always flirt with him, I guess I just have to be better than other people. Thompson and corey and Jehsi and Matt(the one that was dating Heathur) and his new girlfriend came to watch the band, but they missed them, then we were all invited to Jim(the owner's) house but it was too late for me to go so I just took Jessi home and came home

Cam and Dan won state again, and Joe got 2nd and Brandon got 4th, good for them, I'm still jealous haha
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Mar. 1st, 2006 @ 10:43 pm "He's alone and I'm alone and now I know it"
Current Mood: cranky
Current Music: Headlights-Everybody needs a fence to lean on
1. Honestly, are you happy right now? not really, well it depends on what you mean, in mood I'm not happy, but I'm happy with where my life is right now

2. Honestly, what color is your underwear? cream with i dunno its a shade of red, and its dots

3. Honestly, whats on your mind right now? Ryan and Clayton, and soccer, and exams, and my brother, and what I'm going to do after high school

4. Honestly, what are you doing right now? filling out this and listening to ben folds five

5. Honestly, what did you do today? umm got up, went to school, was supposed to have exams today but in 2nd hour we jsut watched a movie and then I didn't ahve a fourth so I came home after lunch and slept and when I got up I ran 2 miles and then jsut sa around the house the rest of the day

6. Honestly, do you think you are attractive? yea

7. Honestly, have you done something bad today? umm, hmm, I don't know

8. Honestly, do you watch disney channel? not really anymore I guess, I'm not opposed to it though

9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? yes, brittany cause Clayton is liking her now, and Carliegh cause Ryan has stayed with her so long, and everyone who knows what they want to do with their lives

10. Honestly, what makes you happy? umm Ryan cause he makes me laugh, and umm finishing running 2 miles :) weekends, finding exactly what I'm looking for as soon as I walk into a room, bluegrass music, accomplishment, I could go on forever

11. Honestly, do you bite your nails? if they get messed up, like if the edge starts to hang off I dunno, the just bug me sometimes

12. Honestly, what is your mood right now? despondent

13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute? yea, I really do

14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret? yup, but a couple people know it so its really not that deep

15. Honestly, do you hate someone right now? no, I'm just upset with quite a few people

16. Honestly, who do you want to hug right now? Ryan

17. Honestly, are you in denial? well, kind of and not at all at the same time, like I know whats going on, but I still let it happen I guess

18. Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having sex right now? not really

19. Honestly, do you like someone? I like a lot of people

20. Honestly, does anyone like you? I wouldn't know, prolly someone somewhere does

21. Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly? yes I did
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Jan. 31st, 2006 @ 01:01 pm "How do you dream when you can't fall asleep?"
Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: Coldplay-Fix you
oooooh, so Thursday clayton came into town and he wantd to go to wrestling, and I told him i thought it was in Otsego but he said it was home so I was like ok so we get tehre, and we got in free cause the ticket lady likes him or something but it ended up being vollyball, I'd never been to a vollyball game before though so that was cool, then afterwards he was takin me home but ron was here so I didn't want to come home so we went for a walk on the boardwalk, on the part thats not down yet, and then we went and played in the park by the library, afterwards he came home with me and made a pizza for my mom and i but she didn't feel good so se went to bed so clay and I ate it and watched whose line is it anyways, he ended up being here until 11:30, on Friday laura and I went to the b-ball game in south haven, that was a lot of fun, they had a cool dance team and during the middle of their routine i was like I think he just got served, the cheering sectino was being dumb cause they heard one of hte sout hhaven guys hit his girlfriend so they kept sayin "you hit girls!" Mr. Ellis got kinda pissed, well he was more ashmed, but oh well, then Laura came back over here and later Adam called her and he was at Thom's so he came over and they were layin' on my bed and we looked at pictures from middle school, I found osme of Ryan from when he and I were going out and it made me miss him so I called him up and talked to him till like 12:30 but then Clayton called and got kinda mad I was talkin to Ryan so I told RYan I had to go

On Saturday I didn't do anything all day, Clayton was supposed to come into town, but then he ended up having to work on Sunday so he didn't, I wanted to go up and hang out with him for a bit but my mom and ron were being dumb and said girls shouldn't chase after boys or some bullshit like that, I had ryan call me so I could vent and at like midnight again clayton called and he was even more mad cuase I wastlaking to ryan again or something, On Friday clay and i talked until 6 in the mornin' and on saturday we talked until like 2, I don't think I talked to him on Sunday, I didn't really do much of anything,, I wanted to go to thompson's but I wasn't feeling good, yesterday I stayed home sick, I called clay and talked to him while I was waatching animal house, un til like 11 at night, and my dad had called while i was talking to him so icalled my dad back and talked to him until midnight, after school today I have an nhs meeting and then I ahve to go to k-zoo to take alex his dipolma....ugh.......I don't really want to.......I have a lot of homework tonight too
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Jan. 31st, 2006 @ 12:52 pm "Please don't do what I say"
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Landon Pigg-sailed on
Best, Worst, Last, First, Today, Tomorrow, Favorites, and Current.

_______BEST_______
1. Male friend: prolly don't have one
2. Female friend: Laura
3. Vacation: Any trip to the mountains
4. Age: 4 haha
5. Memory: hmmm I don't know

_______WORST_______
1. Time of day: noon time
2. Day of the week: Monday
3. Food: Fish or baked fruit
4. Memory: daddy forgetting what day my field trip was and not showing up
5. Boyfriend or girlfriend: Alex

_______LAST_______
1. Person you saw: that I tlaked to Laura, but I saw brian davis cause he walked by my car when I was leaving
2. Talked to on the phone:dad
3. Hugged:I don't know prolly my mom?
4. Kissed:clayton
5. Text messaged: Jarrod
6: IM: my brother or my mom I don't know I talked to them at the same time

_______TODAY_______
1. What areyou doing? schooooool then going to give my bro is dipolma in K-zoo
2. What are you doing tonight? homework
3. Wearing: jeans and a green shirt
5. Better than yesterday: yea I was siiiick yesterday

_______TOMORROW_______
1. Is: wednesday
2. Got any plans: I don't think so?
3. Going to be better than today? well it is closer to the weekend
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: enligsh paper due
5. Do you have work: school work haha

_______FAVORITES_______
1. Number: 7, 11, or 18
2. Song: don't have one
3. Color: some kind of green or blue
4. Season: spring or fall
5. State: texas
6. Satan or God:? prolly god what a dumb question


_______CURRENTLY_______
1. With someone: not really i guess, kinda tho
2. Missing someone: yup
3. Mood: annoyed cause my nose is running
4. Wanting: to see someone and to not have to go back to school and to not have so much homework tonite and to not have to go to k-zoo

_______RANDOM__________
1. Who was the person who posted this before you?: Dam bottoms
2. Describe that Person: she's cool, she's ernie's little sister but they moved to california
3. Are you friends with that person? yeah
4. Would you consider that person your best friend? no
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Jan. 23rd, 2006 @ 10:43 pm "I'll keep you my dirty little secret"
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Nickelback-Far Away ooh Derek haha
Time started: 10:43
First Name: Anne
Sex: Female
Birthday: 4/7/89
Siblings: 1
Eye color: Green/blue
Shoe size: 7
height: 5'4
Innie or Outie: innie
What are you wearing right now? Pj pants and my planet hollywood t-shirt
Where do you live? A-L, A-L-L, A-L-L-E-G-A-N
Righty or lefty: Both, but I usualy write with my right

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Relationships

Who do You trust the most? hmmmmm, prolly no one, I pretty much trust everyone equally
Do you have a BF or GF: nopers
Best place to go for a date: I liketo just sit around at home and watch movies :)
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Favorites...

Color(s): green-blue or brown
Number(s): 11 or 18
Animal: wolfy
Drink: shirly temple or good old fashioned water
Alcoholic Drink: vodka
Fast-Food Place: BK lounge or taco bell
Month: May
Movie: tooooo many too count
Juice: hmm, well, hmm, I don't know, I love juice
Favorite cartoon character(s): too many hahaha

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Have you...

Bungee Jumped: nope
Made yourself throw-up: nope
Gone skinny dipping: yup
Eaten a dog:....like a pet dog? or like a hit dog?
Put your tongue on a frozen pole: yea but it wasn't frozen enough
Loved someone so much it made you cry? definantly
Broken a bone: fingers and toes but those don't count
Played truth or dare: yeaaaaaaa
Been in a physical fight: with my brother haha
Been in a police car: yea, when we toured the police station
Been on a plane: all the frickin time
Come close to dying: maybe?
Been in a sauna: yea
Been in a hot tub: i love hot tubs
Swam in the ocean: yuppers
Fallen asleep in school: pretty much everday
Broken someone's heart: yea :( I'M SORRY
Cried when someone died: nope
Cried in school: yup
Fell off your chair: hahha yea
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? Unfortunatly
Saved AIM or MSN conversations: all the time
Saved e-mails: yuppers
Fallen for one of your best friends? yea
Used someone: prolly
Been cheated on? hopefully not, but I guess I have no way of knowing

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What is...

Your good luck charm: My red mim-monkeies in a barrel monkey from Ryan
what's your room like: this one is white with crap ALL OVER my one at my dad's is painted all cool and has one thing, the armoire in it
Last thing you said: out loud? ummmmm "I DON"T WANT TO WATCH IT!"
What is beside you: a lot of my stuff, random stuff, right next to me in this chair is my planner though
Last thing u ate: hmm burger king!
What kind of shampoo do you use? Wella color care shampoo
Best thing that has happened to you this week? Goin' to Grandville
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Have you had:

Chicken pox: I have scars!
Sore Throat: yea
Stitches: yea in my left hand from fallin' on a broken beer bottle on the sidwalk when I was 5
Broken bones? didn't they already ask this question?

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Do you:

Believe in love at first sight: Ummm, no, I wish though
Like school: I like seeing everyone I guess
What schools have you gone to: Atherton Elementary, West Ward Elementary, L.E.White Middle School, AHS
Who was the last person that called you: Mason hahaha
Who makes you laugh the most? oh god, myself prolly but thats only cause I'm with me all the time hahahaha
What makes you smile? that would be the longest list of my life
Who is the last person you yelled at? umm, I don't yell that much so prolly my mom
Who broke your heart: Ryan Robert Hayes
Who told you they loved you last: Amy haha
Who Is your loudest friend: I don't know

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Do you : Are You:

Do you like filling these out: yup
Do you wear contacts? yup
Do you get along with your family: my daddy, not so much my mom, and my brother...........sometimes?
Stolen anything over $50: nope
Music Compulsive: yea
Anorexic: nope
Suicidal: nope

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Final questions

What are you listening to right now?: noooothin, but since you said that I turned a music player on, and All-American rejects- dirt little secret is playing
What did you do today: school, jessi and alyson came over, quiz bowl, talk with laura in her driveway, home, tlak to clay, shower, now this
Hated someone in your family: Been angry at them
Gotten any awards: all the time
Where do you want to get married? ugh, umm, I dunno, someplace pretty haha
Good driver: yuppppppp, except for denting my car this weekend on the garage
Good Singer?: I don't know, but I love to do it
Have a lava lamp?: nope
Are you double jointed: yup
If you could be any color of crayon: white cause no noe would use me!
What was your last dream about?: clayton haha, cause he was the last person I tlaked to before I went to sleep, Ryan was in it too
Last time you showered: like an hour ago
The last movie you saw at the theatres: Grandma's Boy
Milk chocolate or White chocolate: I HATE white chocolate
Root Beer or Dr. Pepper?: ooooh depends on the kind of root beer
Vanilla or chocolate: depends
Skiing or snowboarding: snowboardinf
Fall or winter:FALL
Silver or Gold: silver
Sunset or Sunrise: sunset
Orange juice or apple juice? orange? i guess?
Cats or dogs: both
Coffee or tea: coffee
Are you Oldest, middle, youngest: youngest
Indoor or outdoor: umm depends on the weather, and if your tlaking about socer, OUTDOOR
End Time: 10:59
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Jan. 8th, 2006 @ 04:18 pm "That's just who I am this week"
Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: Fall Out Boy
Soooo lets see last Monday Laura and Jessi and I.........did something, or we went to see fun with Dick and Jane, and Adam and Aaron and Thom went too so Laura abandoned us and went and sat by him, it pissed me off, she does that all the time, and now Jessi is going out with Corey Bott so I don't have any friends anymore, I dont really remember what I did on Tuesday, but on Wednesday I went back to school, I don't think I've ever been more tired in my life and then later that night Laura and Jessi and I went to the mall, Laura and i got otu hair cut, I love mine, she doesn't like hers but it looks good, and then we went to Corey's for a little bit, on Thursday I hung out with Peggy, she lives at hers dads now and shes coming back to Allegan in like 2 weeks, crazy stuff, on Friday night Laura spent the night and we went and saw Grandma's boy and to IHOP at midnight, that was funny, these boys at this table sent us a glass of water, they were ugly tho haha, anyways Laura could only talk about how Adam hadn't called her yet, and then he called her at like 1 in the mornin and was askin if he could call my house phone, but my mom was asleep, so Laura stayed out in living romo and I went to bed and I could hear her laughin talkin to Adam and it pissed me off but oh well, yesterday I put my treadmill together, and then I ran 2.5 miles, I talked to Amy about how she hates life in Farmington, I know just how she feels, but Its 2006 and next year I get to move to dads, thats really not that long, I should be able to make it

Today I wanted mom to go to the mall and to wal-mart with me, but shes spending the day with Ron and his dad again, its pissing me off cause for the last two months shes gone when I get up in the morning and shes not home when I go to bed, and I went to sleep at 2 last night, but I can't say anything cause he's dying, and dads being weird, I called to talk to him yesterday, but he talked to mme for about 5 minutes and then left

I got my PSAT scores back, 97th percentile, I think I got the highest grade in my school, so that made me happy, we're doin scheduling for next year.........excitement
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Jan. 2nd, 2006 @ 01:01 pm "I'm not going home alone, cause I don't do too well on my own"
Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: fall out boy
So it turns out after I left from Thompsons Jessi and Ryan did stuff, so I don't think I'm ever gonna talk to ryan again, well thats a lie, but now I really do realize how much of an asshole he is, and I'm pretty sure I'm completely over him now, and I just started talkin' to jessi again

So, yesterday I cam back from NC and Alex picked me up and I didnt feel good so I didnt want to stay in kzoo but he wanted me too cause they were havin' a party at angies house, so he ended up convincing me to go for a little bit and then he started drinkin so he couldnt take me home and everyone was being super drunk and obnoixoius, like I dont know usually im okay iwth hanging out with drunk people but they were bein retarded like one of them even pissed his pants, and then I went to sleep in the closet and it was extrememly unconfortablr and I jsut wnated to sleep in my own bed and I didn't feel good and then this morning alex was like I haven't even slept yet I can't take you home so I took his jeep which was so fuckin shitty like I didnt know how to work anything and he was completely outta gas and he doesnt have a the rear view mirror and the windshield wiper was broken and it was rainin and I was lost somewhere in k-zoo so I drove around and found a gas station and used my last $20 in his tank and then found my way to the freeway and came home and the house was all locked up so I had to go mission impossible through that one window to get inside and I still don't feel good and the only thing I've had to eat in the past two days was a pretzel in the airport and now I have to wait for mom to come home so I can go get my car taken care of and I haven't showered in a couple days and I feel gross and my room is a mess and I fuckin' hate michigan

I had a lot of fun in NC, the day I left was dumb though cause I was starving and mom didnt let me have breakfast and I didnt have a long enough layover to get anything to eat in the airport, I dunno, I met this really cool guy though, he was like a snowboarder or something he was tryin' to go from denver to state college pennsylvania, he was pretty fun, he told me about havin' to stay the night int the airport and i dunno he was tellin' me a story about how when he moved to denver he and his friends drove and his truck broke down in kansas and liek the whole town came out to help and a plumber had to fix his truck and they payed him with a six-pack of beer, I dunno the guy was really funny, I wish I would have found out his name or something, but I had to leave pretty quick

I didn't really do much when I was in NC, dad and I saw memiors of a geisha and went shopping once and that was pretty much it, for new years we went downtown and like there were all these like gangstas causin trouble so i got to see the cops in full riot gear, that was cool, one night we met jarrod and elizabeth and derek at quaker steak for dinner, that was a fun night al lthe guys got drunk and then they all came over and played some pool, I love those guys, somehow we ended up talkin about the ryan and jessi thing and jarrod and derek said that they were gonna come up to allegan and beat him up, :) it was cute, derek never said bye to me though cause he had to work new years night and hten he stayed out all ngiht and had to work again in the morning :( so I'm mad at him now haha, I started talkin' to his cousin amy, shes a freshman right now, shes pretty cool, kinda reminds me of me when i was a freshman haha
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Dec. 11th, 2005 @ 08:55 pm "She says wake up, it's no use pretending"
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: Iron & Wine- Naked as we came
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I'm in such a bad mood right now

So Calc is finally over and I'm super happy about that, still don't know what I got in it, but I odn't really care, I'm just so happy to be through.

Last week sometime Kevin Hough started talking to me on msn, and I was happy cause I used to have acrush on him and all and he was being super sweet he asked me if I was goin to the game on friday and i said maybe and he told me I have to talk to him, and then later he asked me what I was doing afterwards and said I should go to his apartment and hang out, I said I was leaving but I ended up staying for like 40 minutes after that just because he was being so cute, he was looking at my photobucket and asked if the pics of me in the green dress were from homecoming and I was like yup and he told me I looked pretty, ahh it made me happy :) when I said I was leaving he was like well ahve a goodnight and a good tomorrow and I'll talk to you on Friday, I like it when guys are like that

On Friday Laura and I went to the b-ball game and Jessi met us there, when Laura and I first got there I walked by kevin and he hit my water bottle and smiled at me and I smiled at him but he didn't talk to me at all (well he says he said whats up but laura and i both didn't hear him) so I was kinda upset about that but laura and jessi and i had a lot of fun, afterwards they came over and we were hanging out for a while and then Isaiah said we should go over to trav and kevins so we did, and Kevin was in his room with the door closed and he only came out once and said hi and took a picture with travis and then went back into his room, travis was being funny though he kept givin me hugs and kissin me on the top of the head, saiah kept hittin me with a ping pong paddle and pointin this little toy gun thing at my head and lance was bein cute too, jenny and saxon kept telling me to give them hugs haha, once when trav left his room jessi and laura and I put on his clothes, and we almost got out with them on but saiah said somethin, andwe could only stay for like an hour cause we had to be home at midnight

so jessi spent the night that night and had to go to work the next day, and I hadto go shop for an unerpriveleged family for NHS, which was dumb, first i couldnt find michelle adams' house, and then she was being annoying, jane and i get along through, so that was ine, but it took a lot longer than I expected, so then that night jessi came back over and we ended up going and hangin out with lance and brandon up at trav and kevin and brandons apartment and after a while kevin came home and he said he was sorry for blowin me off the night before and we were kinda bein flirty all night, thom came over too and eventually saiah and trav came home, it was a lot of fun we jsut hung out and watched movies, but then jessi and i had to go again, she spent the night and that night after she went to sleep I was online talkin to kevin and he kept sayin how he was gonna call me the next day and how we shoud hang out and he said like 8000 times that he was gonna call me at noon, and we decided to watch a movie together

This morning I got up and took a shower and jessi woke up when I was watchin Reno 911 to someone on the tv sayin' "if you put a burger in the toaster it will say happy birthday" it was funny, so eventualyl her dad called and said it was time for her to go home and I picked up in the house a bit and all that good stuff, and at like 1130 kevin got online and the extent of the conversation was him asking me what i was doing and me saing i was clenaing and him askin if i would clean his house and then he jsut didnt talk anymore, it was weird, and he didnt call me at all today and then I had sent travis a message online and he got on and said trav wasnt home and asked what i was doin and we talked about the kansas city- dallas game for a couple minutes and then iasked him what he did today and he said he slept most of it and did laundry and then he said he brother was there so he was gonna go and I just do't know what to do cause he's bein' so frickin weird like everyother day hes super nice and sweet and then the other half of the time hes a comlete asshole, I don't know, I just shouldn't even think about it I guess

On and on Friday I called clay and asked him why he hates Jessi and I and he was being dumb the whole time and then that Megan girl was like "nobody cares" and that was pretty much the end of the coversation, later that night jessi and i talked to seth though and he and I made up I guess, I don't know its definantly not the same as before, and like I don't know, it just makes me sad that they were hangin' out with us so much and then all of a sudden just stopped talking to us, guys are being such assholes lately, man im so pissed off right now
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Dec. 4th, 2005 @ 10:11 pm "Judy was a teenage rebel, she did it with a boy when she was young"
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Beck- Everybody's gotta learn sometime
FINALLY over being sick, that took forever, and then I got buried in make-up work, one day when I had to go to class and I had just gotten a big stack of homework from school and my head hurt really badly and I just couldn't understand any of it and I broke down, it was so terrible I never want to feel like that again, I can't wait until I have ajob where I can just go to work and come home and never have to think about it again. I keep thinking more and more than maybe I want to take a year off from school, the older I get the more I break down so maybe a break from school would be nice, or maybe I could just take a semester off? I don't know but its something to think about. Calc ends tuesday and I'm SOOOOO excited, I can't wait. I better be off to bed though, first time I'll be at school in almost two weeks :\
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